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I have been utting off osting anything for quite awhile now, trying to savour the whole holiday mood, but then, when I finally get around to trying to ost something, my keyboard decides to have this horrible lis. INCONVENIENT!! I cant do question marks or anything else from the random right side of it either. that whole art is aralysed, like my comuter had a stroke or something... Now I sound funny!! (T.T} Like I have this weird head cold or something.

Bear with me and try your best to understand what Im saying, okay

*sigh*

Well, exams are over, and seeing as we are now in the midst of our holidays, I shall not dwell on it for too long. Finally managed to ass my Add. Maths. with a borderline score of 4ty <> so I am hay. Still failed overall, though. Life goes on... B.M. was terrible, because I lost my head during the exam, and wrote almost nothing but cra, as any other headless chicken would, so I understand that I deserved exactly what I got. Got about the same marks for Chemistry, and am still waiting for Bio. to be given back last... kidding... hysics will be the death of me one day, so I might dro it in the coming year to fulfill the 1en subject ruling. No, I havent gotten back my aer yet, but its in these instances that I am inclined to trust my amazing sychic owers that hardly ever work. *stos tying to register exactly how stuid this ost will be to those reading it, even though I am maintaining as well as I can a dignified sirit as I write this* I reortedly got the highest in gym class < .J.K. just looks weird, and .E. even more so, so forgive me for using an inaccurate term > which is sort of useless to me, excet in the case that it can ull u my grade oint average. Now, why cant this be so for my hysics or my Add. Maths. <> English was Okay, I guess. Am still raying HARD for my being right in those two questions, and I actually got 83 out of 85 for my aer 2, which is retty good, considering the lack of time, and me having to rush through it, resulting in a coule of small, but stuid, mistakes. raying for good results in English Lit. and B.K.. Not enough time for English Lit., Mrs. Michael!!! So just know that I tried my best.

E.R. was a blast!!! Jude Antoine was a wonderful seaker *haha, just realised what I wrote, and imagined him on a broomstick, ala Harry otter* and the concert was definitely syokingmenoking! I actually brought myself to jum on the last day... which was exhilarating, until the crams resented themselves and I had to sto. *my sentence is wrong because of the missing youknowwhats, so you can ignore it* I found the meaning of TRUE JOY there, and realised, with hel, that it is Gods ultimate wish for us to be joyful in Him. Joy is not just an emotion or a feeling, but rather, a decision. Which reminds me, I still have Cindys hotos to email to her....* Joan waits a moment for Cindy to ounce on her from behind*, and her ost on the E.R. to read. I will, after E.R.9, henceforth, try to withhold my overwhelmig selfity, and try to make something out of my sometimes athetic erson..and there I go again with the selfity...

Going backwards just a little more, I arrive at the Methodist Girls School scholarshi thing. This was a bummer. After rearing my resume and worrying about whether to go with my arents unsung whishes for me to go, in the case of my being acceted, or own u to the fact that I am everything but indeendant and not to go, also in the case of my being acceted, we are told that it was a mistake on the schools bahalf, and cannot aly at all. We, the Form 4s, being overaged. I feel old all of a sudden. On the uside, I dont have to worry anymore. My arents were ushing me to decide to go if I was acceted, which they thought was likely as I had certain things going in my favour. Even though my Mum was keeing this sad, straight face evrytime I brought u my indecisiveness, and told me that I could decide on my own and she would resect my decision, you could see the silent, yet LOUD urging to accet in the case that their hoes of finally being able to evict me from the house came to fruition. I am just joking. Ha. Ha. And although Dad was the ^quiet suorter of my decision^, the moment I told him I would try my luck, he took out this aer he had reared to guide me in the making of my AWESOME resume, that would surely earn me a ticket straight out of their house... I mean to Singaore. I was joking. Again. Ha. Ha. But really! When I told him triumhantly, I KNEW IT!! He merely smiled and agreed that I had been correct in my susicions, and my arents had indeed been like swimming ducks = calm on the surface, but working vigorously underneath the water. His words, not mine.

FREEE THIS WHOLE WEEK. Almost. Gawai was cool. If cool means eating until you can eat no more, and you look like a regnant Sim. The latter was Judy. Seriously, how come ALL the good food only aears during festive seasons <> I was so bloated, I had to miss lunch, dinner, and suer. I only managed to eat some rice around 1 in the morning. I know what some of you are thinking. SHE actually slet after 1 <> Hey, its the holidays, buddy, and I can do as I lease...... At least, at my Grandmas house I can. And being bloated, and hot <>, one can easily get cranky, and stressed. Kind of like Mrs. uff in Songebob. Who is a ufferfish.. haha... <>.

I have my Moral rojects to do, the School hotograghs to sort through, Mrs. Wongs School Web. Assaignment to work out how to do so I can do it, within this week, because I will be away most of next week. I just found out two days ago that I will be leaving on the 1enth, and will be coming back in the evening of the 14th. I know! You didnt know when you were leaving until then <> You dont deserve to go to the foreign yet local land of Sabah! Bad luck, then al, coz I am going! *Joan is imagining the cool air and wonderful scenery from Mt. Kinabalu*

Going to Dalias then Cynthias for a ersonal Movie Day tomorrow. Cant wait, hoe Sasha is coming, she being our celebrated movie sulier. Just thought of Britains Got Talent. Diversity won! Am so hay, because I like them. Sorry, Susan, but on the bright side, you have a fantastic career ahead of you. Disaointed with amazing self taught dancer, Aidan. He did his best though, and thats what counts, right <> American Idol. Hmmm... the consiracy theory might be true, but I think Kris deserved his win based on the finale. Adam was too fake at times, as if he was acting out feeling an emotion, instead of actually feeling it. lus, I still think his arents are actually hired actors, who cant really manage to act as the loving and roud arents of a guy who sounds barely human when he sings.

Um.. I had more to blog about but have, in the sur of the moment, forgotten most of those interesting <> toics to blog about. Sorry, but was too lazy to uload any ictures or videos today. Maybe tomorrow.

Things Joan has learned when tying this ost = 1} She will never tye a dominantly green ost again. It reminds her too much of icky cartoon mucus and hlegm. She is starting to feel quesy. 2} She loves her missing letters whose absence caused her to lis on this ost and more than unlikely, caused her readers to either laugh at her, or to stare at her ost with stuified exressions on their faces 3} she loves her question marks the most, and would thus, like to thank those kind eole good enough to rovide her with some of their sares. Oh, and 4} it sometimes feels good to feel like a ufferfish, even if she cant at the moment even get the word right. >